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  <title>Yahn Daht Cahm</title>
  <subtitle>Essays and poems by Ian Erlichman.</subtitle>
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    <name>Ian Erlichman</name>
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    <title>The Simplest Tragedy</title>
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    <updated>2026-04-12T00:01:17Z</updated>
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    <content type="html"><![CDATA[&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The hand reaches&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;out into sunlight&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;is burnt by the food&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;and retreats&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class=&quot;align-left&quot;&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Confused it asks&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;for a rock to throw&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;through beams&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;and into shadow&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;it shatters something &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;made of glass&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;the sound of beauty&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;wasting&lt;/p&gt;
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    <title>The Trauma Cycle: Homelessness and Stigma</title>
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    <updated>2026-04-12T00:54:57Z</updated>
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    <content type="html"><![CDATA[&lt;p&gt;Just before midnight, in Austin, Texas, a man cried into a camera as he faced his first night on the streets.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Mike Black, a millionaire just 24 hours prior, had relinquished his luxury apartment and all monetary assets to attempt to earn a million dollars in a year, starting from nothing. Implementing his personal growth mindset, Black endeavored to overcome homelessness and poverty with business savvy and optimism. Although Black chose homelessness, his peers on the streets did not share the same freedom.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Homelessness is a complex phenomenon that is both caused by trauma, mental illness, substance use, systemic racism, and poverty, while also precipitating these issues (Padgett et al., 2020). Material causes for homelessness such as low working class income, high rental rates, low housing availability, and historical gentrification of inner-city slums are direct and visible causes of homelessness (National Academies of Sciences, Engineering, and Medicine, 2018; Jones, 2015). However, the indirect and invisible causes for initial and continued homelessness are equally as powerful: stigma and trauma work silently to alienate vulnerable people from crucial resources and community. Stigma revives childhood trauma and creates tangible barriers to health, housing, and employment for people experiencing homelessness (PEH). Trauma and stigma cascade into one another, fueled by a dispositional view of people, a minimalist understanding of freedom and a refusal to acknowledge the material, social, and psychological prerequisites for membership in our society.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The ideological function of Negative Freedom creates a dispositional view of PEH so that they are viewed as responsible for their own subjugated position in society (Phelan et al., 1997; Johnstone et al., 2015). Believing in Negative Freedom means believing that everyone has the same shot at material success because freedom is based on the absence of external barriers. In other words: we are independent beings free to self-determine our position in society based on our innate work ethic, intelligence, and talent (Berlin, 1969; Carter, 2021). Positive Freedom conversely holds that situational factors allow or disallow access to success. This means we are interdependent beings requiring certain environmental nutrients to express our work ethic, intelligence, and talent; these environmental nutrients can be understood as Asset Citizenship.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;To experience Asset Citizenship in our society, you need money, networks, and knowledge: money is capacity for change; networks are access points to resources; and knowledge is the ability to manage social and monetary assets. Mike Black, for example, had significantly more asset citizenship than other PEH as evidenced by his ability to quickly obtain shelter, feed himself, forge new relationships, and start a business. Without access to his fortune, Black used his manner of speaking, bachelor’s degree, pre-planned survival strategies, and emotional support from family and friends to maintain himself. Asset Citizenship therefore requires not just monetary, but social and epistemological resources. Because of this belief in Negative Freedom, though, Black omits his privileges from his explanation of success.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Stigma leaps from the gulf between optimism and reality. We can hear it hidden within Black’s logic at the end of his 19th installment in the series, shortly before he went home to live with his parents. He said:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;“Set up the life that you want. Then it&#39;s a matter of how bad you want it.&lt;span&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/span&gt; Are you willing to put in the work? Most people aren’t.” (Black, 2020)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Unhoused people are consistently measured against this individualistic view of life, that associates a person&#39;s success or challenges with personal attributes—often work ethic. This view is called dispositionalism and it is not a universal human truth but rather a culture-specific tendency to draw causal lines to a person&#39;s character rather than their context (Lee et al., 1996). The view of Negative Freedom creates logical conditions for a dispositional mindset to arise. The thinking goes: if you are homeless, then it&#39;s probably your fault. For Black, PEH are tacitly the lazy, unmotivated foil for his material success. They are condemned as people not willing to put in the work (Phelan et al., 1997; Johnstone et al., 2015).&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Research shows that stigma is a strong force for continued homelessness as it prevents the people experiencing it from seeking care from institutional sources, while reducing the quality of care provided (Reilly et al., 2022). Interpersonal stigma in the health care system emerges as discriminatory action by health care providers such as rushed discharge, mistrust of PEH, segregated appointment schedules and waiting rooms, and outright denial of care (Canham et al., 2024). Discrimination against PEH results in experiences of dehumanisation and power differentials. Unhoused patients report being treated as “subhuman” or “trash”, while anxiety about stigma leads to concealment of pregnancy, substance use, and other conditions from providers (Canham et al., 2024).&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Outright denial of treatment and early discharge by health professionals harms PEH in the short term and long term. Abuse from health care professionals alienates PEH and results in substandard or nonexistent health care. Similar experiences of dehumanization and discrimination push PEH away from homeless shelters and care management. The weight of the homeless label often strips people of their identity, they often cite feelings of “just being a number” (Canham et al., 2024). Stigma persists even when PEH attempt to improve their circumstances. Discrimination by employers and landlords preferentially exclude homeless people with minimum income requirements, reliable references, and assumptions about drug use (Canham et al., 2024).&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The cumulative experiences of these negative interactions are traumatic in their own right and actively keep PEH unhoused—drastically increasing likelihood of early death (O’Connell, 2005). But stigma also revives childhood traumas that precede and often cause homelessness.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;According to one meta-analysis, almost 90 percent of PEH have experienced at least one Adverse Childhood Experiences (ACEs)—characterized by various forms of abuse, neglect, or family dysfunction experienced in early life (Liu et al., 2021). More than a third of PEH have experienced sexual or physical abuse in their lifetime (Liu et al., 2021). Given their prevalence, ACEs are understood as an indirect cause of homelessness, thus the invisible factors of trauma contribute heavily to the visible result of homelessness. Furthermore, parents that experience ACEs are very likely to pass them on to their children; trauma is intergenerational and thus cyclical (Narayan et al., 2017).&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The trauma felt in childhood and revived in adulthood through structural, interpersonal and internalized stigma keeps individuals unhoused and predicts a similar fate for their children.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;These revelations present us with two opportunities for breaking the cycle and address the invisible causes of homelessness. First, targeting stigma at its ideological root by acknowledging Asset Citizenship can foster whole person care solutions. Housing First and the Social Determinants of Health as concepts are manifestations of Positive Freedom in action. Second, to address trauma, prioritizing the mental health needs of PEH and children currently experiencing ACEs (Canham et al., 2024). This strategy highlights the importance of clinical social work, a specialty of Seattle University, as a vital care modality for PEH.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Housing First is a rehousing model that understands shelter as a foundation for human flourishing (National Alliance to End Homelessness, 2025). As a reaction against sobriety and employment requirements for housing, Housing First (HF) seeks to quickly and permanently place unhoused people into a residence while supporting their health care, recovery, and employment needs. Similarly, the Social Determinants of Health (SDH), recognize housing, along with liveable income, food security, and access to quality education as determinants of physical health (U.S. Department of Health and Human Services, n.d.).&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;However, structural stigma against PEH and other vulnerable communities hamstring efforts to implement HF and SDH. Lack of funding often leads to incomplete fulfillment of Housing First tenants, leaving out substance use or mental health support. Funding and lack of housing are consistent carriers for HF programs (Greenwood et al., 2013). In San Francisco, for example HF has not successfully reduced homelessness despite spending over 20 billion on the project (GrowSF, 2025). Lack of emphasis on recovery and mental health services to complement housing meant PEH weren’t supported adequately to achieve stable housing status.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;California is applying SDH by using state Medicaid funds for whole-person care— including provision of housing (Schneidermann &amp;amp; Villegas, 2025). This effort is challenged by siloed care providers and differences in payment structures between community based organizations (CBOs) and Medicaid providers (Schneidermann &amp;amp; Villegas, 2025). In addressing trauma through clinical mental health support, interventions are most effective when timed with release from an institution and combined with active outreach, case management, and housing (Hwang et al., 2014). The effectiveness of whole person care and the challenges faced by HF also apply to this intervention point.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Although some obstacles to solutions are practical, many, such as lack of funding, are centered in structural stigma towards PEH and related communities. The source of stigma is our persistent tendency toward dispositionalism, and more abstractly our belief in Negative Freedom. Programs attempting to jump-start asset citizenship for PEH through institutional care are hopeful but the resistance is stiff. If we are to effectively combat homelessness, we need to address our beliefs and the cruelty they create.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;References&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Berlin, I. (1969). Two Concepts of Liberty. In &lt;i&gt;Four Essays on Liberty&lt;/i&gt;, Oxford University Press. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Black, M. (2020, July 23). &lt;i&gt;This is Not a Good Start | Million Dollar Comeback Day 1&lt;/i&gt;. Mike Black. https://youtu.be/LJY9ruwZ8Jk?si=o0GgZKaHEoLB-k6G&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Canham, S. L., Weldrick, R., Erisman, M., McNamara, A., Rose, J. N., Siantz, E., Casucci, T., &amp;amp; McFarland, M. M. (2024). A scoping review of the experiences and outcomes of stigma and discrimination towards persons experiencing homelessness. &lt;i&gt;Health &amp;amp;amp; Social Care in the Community&lt;/i&gt;, &lt;i&gt;2024&lt;/i&gt;(1). https://doi.org/10.1155/2024/2060619&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Carter, I. (2021, November 19). &lt;i&gt;Positive and negative liberty&lt;/i&gt;. Stanford Encyclopedia of Philosophy. https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/liberty-positive-negative/&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Greenwood, R. M., Stefancic, A., Tsemberis, S., &amp;amp; Busch-Geertsema, V. (2013). Implementations of Housing First in Europe: Successes and challenges in maintaining model Fidelity. &lt;i&gt;American Journal of Psychiatric Rehabilitation&lt;/i&gt;, &lt;i&gt;16&lt;/i&gt;(4), 290–312. https://doi.org/10.1080/15487768.2013.847764&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;GrowSF. (2025, April 15). &lt;i&gt;How San Francisco built a homeless system that fails its most vulnerable&lt;/i&gt;. Research. https://growsf.org/research/2025-04-14-sf-homeless-system-fails-vulnerable/&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Hwang, S. W., &amp;amp; Burns, T. (2014). Health interventions for people who are homeless. &lt;i&gt;The Lancet&lt;/i&gt;, &lt;i&gt;384&lt;/i&gt;(9953), 1541–1547. https://doi.org/10.1016/s0140-6736(14)61133-8&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Johnstone, M., Jetten, J., Dingle, G. A., Parsell, C., &amp;amp; Walter, Z. C. (2015). Discrimination and well-being amongst the homeless: The role of multiple group membership. &lt;i&gt;Frontiers in Psychology&lt;/i&gt;, &lt;i&gt;6&lt;/i&gt;. https://doi.org/10.3389/fpsyg.2015.00739&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Jones, M. M. (2015). Creating a science of homelessness during the Reagan era. &lt;i&gt;The Milbank Quarterly&lt;/i&gt;, &lt;i&gt;93&lt;/i&gt;(1), 139–178. https://doi.org/10.1111/1468-0009.12108&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Lee, F., Hallahan, M., &amp;amp; Herzog, T. (1996). Explaining real-life events: How culture and domain shape attributions. &lt;i&gt;Personality and Social Psychology Bulletin&lt;/i&gt;, &lt;i&gt;22&lt;/i&gt;(7), 732–741. https://doi.org/10.1177/0146167296227007&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Liu, M., Luong, L., Lachaud, J., Edalati, H., Reeves, A., &amp;amp; Hwang, S. W. (2021). Adverse childhood experiences and related outcomes among adults experiencing homelessness: A systematic review and meta-analysis. &lt;i&gt;The Lancet Public Health&lt;/i&gt;, &lt;i&gt;6&lt;/i&gt;(11), 863–847. https://doi.org/10.1016/s2468-2667(21)00189-4&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Narayan, A. J., Kalstabakken, A. W., Labella, M. H., Nerenberg, L. S., Monn, A. R., &amp;amp; Masten, A. S. (2017). Intergenerational continuity of adverse childhood experiences in homeless families: Unpacking exposure to maltreatment versus family dysfunction. &lt;i&gt;American Journal of Orthopsychiatry&lt;/i&gt;, &lt;i&gt;87&lt;/i&gt;(1), 3–14. https://doi.org/10.1037/ort0000133&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;National Academies of Sciences, Engineering, and Medicine, Health and Medicine Division, Board on Population Health and Public Health Practice, Policy and Global Affairs, Science and Technology for Sustainability Program, &amp;amp; Committee on an Evaluation of Permanent Supportive Housing Programs for Homeless Individuals. (2018). Appendix B, The History of Homelessness in the United States. In &lt;i&gt;Permanent Supportive Housing: Evaluating the Evidence for Improving Health Outcomes Among People Experiencing Chronic Homelessness&lt;/i&gt;. essay, National Academies Press (US).&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;National Alliance to End Homelessness. (2025, March 10). &lt;i&gt;Housing first&lt;/i&gt;. Toolkits and Training. https://endhomelessness.org/resources/toolkits-and-training-materials/housing-first/&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;O’Connell, J. J. (2005). &lt;i&gt;Premature Mortality in Homeless Populations: A Review of the Literature&lt;/i&gt;, 19.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Padgett, D. K. (2020). Homelessness, housing instability and Mental Health: Making The Connections. &lt;i&gt;BJPsych Bulletin&lt;/i&gt;, &lt;i&gt;44&lt;/i&gt;(5), 197–201. &lt;a href=&quot;https://doi.org/10.1192/bjb.2020.49&quot;&gt;https://doi.org/10.1192/bjb.2020.49&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Phelan, J., Link, B. G., Moore, R. E., &amp;amp; Stueve, A. (1997). The stigma of homelessness: The impact of the label “Homeless” on attitudes toward poor persons. &lt;i&gt;Social Psychology Quarterly&lt;/i&gt;, &lt;i&gt;60&lt;/i&gt;(4), 323. https://doi.org/10.2307/2787093 &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Reilly, J., Ho, I., &amp;amp; Williamson, A. (2022). A systematic review of the effect of stigma on the health of people experiencing homelessness. &lt;i&gt;Health &amp;amp; Social Care in the Community&lt;/i&gt;, &lt;i&gt;30&lt;/i&gt;(6), 2128–2141. https://doi.org/10.1111/hsc.13884&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Schneidermann, M., &amp;amp; Villegas, J. L. (2025, October 6). &lt;i&gt;How medi-cal is tackling homelessness through Innovative Housing Solutions&lt;/i&gt;. Behind the Headlines. https://www.chcf.org/resource/how-medi-cal-tackling-homelessness-innovative-housing-solutions/&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;U.S. Department of Health and Human Services. (n.d.). &lt;i&gt;Social Determinants of Health&lt;/i&gt;. Healthy People 2030. https://odphp.health.gov/healthypeople/priority-areas/social-determinants-health &lt;/p&gt;
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    <title>Water Wars</title>
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    <updated>2026-04-22T02:14:00Z</updated>
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    <content type="html"><![CDATA[&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The ocean rhymes&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;With the words&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;That it creates&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Orphan waves &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And its skin&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Opposite &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Its form&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The flood is&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Allowing us&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Passage on its back&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The waterland is&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Revolting &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;With its swell&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Against &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Riven victory&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The swell goes back&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The rivelets plunge onward&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The ocean rhymes&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;In violence natural&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Mirror to our&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Tragic holy&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Mortal&lt;/p&gt;
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    <title>Glory Bound</title>
    <link href="https://yahn.blog/poems/glory-bound/"/>
    <updated>2026-04-22T02:14:49Z</updated>
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    <content type="html"><![CDATA[&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Glory bound&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;On a missed connection&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Four faces to the wind&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Three of then have their eyes close&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;But one &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;One of them sees&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;One of them has their eyes open&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;When everything else&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Is Obliterated &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;By the storm&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;One speaks&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class=&quot;align-left&quot; dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;One smiles&lt;/p&gt;
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    <title>Lights of Love</title>
    <link href="https://yahn.blog/poems/lights-of-love/"/>
    <updated>2026-04-22T02:20:42Z</updated>
    <id>https://yahn.blog/poems/lights-of-love/</id>
    <content type="html"><![CDATA[&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;A shattered horizon&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Laid before me&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;In pieces of green&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Latern light scattered &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;In a broken line&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Above&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The sleeping eye of &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The moon hung lidded&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;But alive&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And out of the dark&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;A voice said those green&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Studs beaming mystery&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Across our bow&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Are ships&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Made for squid&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;They were predators&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;With stomachs thousands of miles&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Away&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt; but hungry for dozens&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And waiting&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Like angler fish of the open air&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The great hunters&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Used beauty to attract&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Emerald fatale&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I saw too the quieter lights above me&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;With no agenda&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;None other than to&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Whisper us secrets from &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;the godhead&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;When it isnt looking&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And I wondered what other&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Beautiful predators&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Lay patiently amongst&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The dim furniture of my life&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Amidst the wind and wave&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;What painful death beacons&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;From above&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Stirs me from my slumber&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Promising the posterity&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Of day&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;What horror await the&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Million hopeful hearts streaming&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Up at dead midnight&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;To a false morning&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I understand the squid&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;For i am drawn to my beautiful death&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Even while&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I know the jaws that might devour me&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;They might call me tonight&lt;/p&gt;
]]></content>
  </entry><entry>
    <title>Common Sense</title>
    <link href="https://yahn.blog/poems/common-sense/"/>
    <updated>2026-04-22T02:23:57Z</updated>
    <id>https://yahn.blog/poems/common-sense/</id>
    <content type="html"><![CDATA[&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The morning was blessed&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Tucked into the tiny elbow &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Of the world&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;My friends Oscar and Jacqui had&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;A home&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;It had mystery in the basement &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;There was love in the courtyard&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Shouted up the banisters&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And seeping inside the cedar shingles&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Love&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;In the most common sense way&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;In the 9-5 way&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Love&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Oscar doesn&#39;t know what&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;His life asks of him&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Jacqui from the safe coop&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Of knowing&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Helps as she can&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Oscar has a problem&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And the current state of things&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Will kill rosy dreams&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Yet Unfolded&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Delicate&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The question hangs around him like a fog&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The ions of the question &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Drawing his vision&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Past his hand&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Full of his lover&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And his lap&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Good with cat warmth&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;He looks for what must be&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;to allow tender &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Dreams to grow knotty&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And strong in the ground&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The porch is lousy with golden &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Light and he is happy as hell&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And the question&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Draws him out&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The happiness and the quest rapt&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;In conflict&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And good friends laughter to &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Quell their sting&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The place was full of good love&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Easy love&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Common sense love&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And that was the truth that &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Was asking something of &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Him&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Asking him to find earth for it&#39;s roots&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And hearth for the children&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Love comes in many forms&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And they make sense&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Though never &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Through a telescope&lt;/p&gt;
]]></content>
  </entry><entry>
    <title>The tale</title>
    <link href="https://yahn.blog/poems/the-tale/"/>
    <updated>2026-04-22T02:29:00Z</updated>
    <id>https://yahn.blog/poems/the-tale/</id>
    <content type="html"><![CDATA[&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Ere a cloud behind the window pane&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Underneath the blinds &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Turned to reveal treasures&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The sorrow in a blue sky&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Was put there by me&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And the horrid pine tree&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;There under&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Only I &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Am the author of&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;My soiled face&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Yet where &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Can I be found&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Where on earth &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Are the other aliens&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The ones who don&#39;t belong&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;From another place&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Beyond the sullen sky&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Who dream of tear drops&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Larger than all the land combined&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And frowns as grand as&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;A horizon&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I want to be their friends&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Climb inside their tectonic sobs&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;So deep and long&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;They sound like summer thunder&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I&#39;m having trouble picturing them&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;All that rumbles are &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Far off fighter jet poising&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;For war&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Screaming into the free air&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I&#39;m waiting for the aliens now&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;To let their tears drop&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Low and mighty onto&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The land&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And wash our filthy hair&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Lighten my dreadful looks&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;At the coattails of spring&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Let them come&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Or perhaps they already have?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Maybe sea, salty and deep&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Is their refuge &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;An abode for all those exiles of joy&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I am an ostrich&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Sized according to my&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Ability to smile &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;But ho!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I have no lips for that&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And down my neck goes&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;On the red groove&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Below the ax&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Shining and brilliant &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;With the &quot;pursuit of happiness&quot;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Incribed on the spine&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Never has a man so finely whittled a cage &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Around himself&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Made of wood&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Hung with Jasmine and pearly fruit&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And called it natural&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;A jungle untamed&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Indeed my wildness is the ax&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Used for carving and killing&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;It was the gift of a demon king called&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Joy&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And he told me to let it take care of me&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Let it be my weapon in the cruel night&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Unleash it&#39;s power upon the void&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Lashing out paradise from the shadow&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;He said it would &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;But it did not&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;No it only shined the sun into my eyes &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And told me it was light&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;It cut into the old tree and proclaimed&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Itself strength&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;It weighed on my hands so strongly&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;But it said it was balance I needed&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;To stay upright&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Lies&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And the demon joy laughed&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;As I twisted and fell in the dark&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;As I cried for help&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;With my hands stuck deep in the hickory&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And when I finished my cage polished and lacquered &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I sat down&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And wondered what my next quest would be&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I called to the king but he didn&#39;t answer&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I called for my mother but she had died while I was away&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I called for my sibling but he was trapped too&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;In a silicon manger&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;He yearned to be with me but he hadn&#39;t the strength to leave his padded home&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I called into the night and heard many replies&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Mistaking them for birds I sat down&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And looked for my old friend the ax&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I found it bent&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And rotten at the hilt&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;A girl so small &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Crawled from the wood and offered me her hand&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I took it and she grew monsterous and black&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Hairy and toothen she broke the ceiling of my wooden cage and let in some terror&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;She hissed and menaced me but&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;All I could stare at was the glorious stars&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Behind her&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;She salivated and threatened death but I just laid on my back and remembered the sad sky&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;And the aliens id hoped to meet&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I saw their sad faces brilliant in the air &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;As she attempted to rip me to shreds I threw&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The blade into the air and it&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Stuck in her heart&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Howling she deflated and turned&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Into a rose&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Beside her the blade became a penny&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I took it to buy a pale to take the alien tears to the flower and nurse it into strength&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The cage broken&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Is now a home with a door&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I walk out to greet the glorious morning&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Heartbreaking as it is&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I know I put it there&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Glad for it&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I sit on the stump of the hickory and whistle&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;All of a sudden I hear more than the birds&lt;/p&gt;
]]></content>
  </entry><entry>
    <title>My Friend the Raindrop</title>
    <link href="https://yahn.blog/poems/my-friend-the-raindrop/"/>
    <updated>2026-04-25T05:26:47Z</updated>
    <id>https://yahn.blog/poems/my-friend-the-raindrop/</id>
    <content type="html"><![CDATA[&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;There is hardly a drop of rain&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;that misses the earth&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;the one that does &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;must have gotten&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;lost in the woods&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;or leveled its eyes on the horizon and &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;aimed for the bright crack&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;closing after day&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;The drop of rain that hit me did neither&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I kept it in my pocket &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;and it rode with me waiting to be&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;delivered down&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;past feet and sewer drains&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;to brown oblivion nested sweetly&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;beyond my pockets bottom&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;but I would not let it&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I would not let it go to its death&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;but instead I held it in my hand&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;and asked it questions&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;about its grandfathers and its murky past&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;and how many times has it passed through the &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;eye of a lover&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;the rain drop quivered and said &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;something that couldn&#39;t be explained&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;the rain drop said&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Stopping the fall, makes myths into men&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;but falling with purpose makes men into myths.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I couldn&#39;t wait any longer so I &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;prayed for the rain&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;so when the drop&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;was dropped&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;he wouldn&#39;t have the pain&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;of being alone&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;and when the thunder clouds broke&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;on a dark dawn in may&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I went out from my room and &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;prayed that the clouds would go away&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;In fact they did and when it got warm&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;the drop began to shrink and i could see it needed&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;something to drink to keep its form&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I gave him a tear&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;that way I had an answer to my eariler question.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;He quivered again and told me&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;something inexplicable&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;terror subsides never at daytide&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;but in the quiet of closed eyes&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;calm is never in silence&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;but in the din of welcomed things&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I knew it was true so&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I prayed once more the rain&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;but it hailed and I caught his brother&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;a hailstone the size of a pea and &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;joined with he&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;so he didnt get any smaller&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Somehow, he quivered in thanks and said&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;Sorrow rests on the banks&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;of a corpse that never quite walked&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;gratitude grows from mouth of&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;crows that never learned to talk&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I never heard a sentence so strange&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;so I set down a page to record what he had said &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;he ask silently for peace&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;and with great grief &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;i let him roll down my palm&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;and out of the window&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;screaming in delight he &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;soared in flight and turned to miss the earth again&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I hope when this letter I send&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I&#39;ll see my old friend&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;refusing the fate in the earth&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;hes made of tears and ice&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;and smacks of christ &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;as he flys up to the sun again&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I saw him die or maybe he flied&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;I couldn&#39;t say for sure in the storm&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;But i could hear a quiver of thanks&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;as he rolled on his flanks &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;into the jolly white squall.&lt;/p&gt;
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